Wide Awake

This is the time for rest and sleep but my mind is running and my body is restless. Maybe I'm hungry? Maybe I'm over-tired?

I'm thinking about our daughter hiccuping inside of me. Who will she look like? Will she have hair when she is born? Will she be a happy baby? Will she be easy to nurse? I can't wait to hold her close and kiss her sweet self.

I'm thinking about our move and being so far away from family and all the things we will miss. I'm thinking about my sisters, getting ready to have their sweet babies and my sister-in-law who already has her son in her arms. I'm thinking about being a mom and all that entails. I'm thinking about labor and hoping it comes early vs. late. I'm thinking about the rhogam shot I still need to get and feeling worried about it's affect on our baby if I do or do not get it. I'm thinking about my belly, hoping our baby is growing fine--not too big or too small.

I'm thinking about John and how very blessed I am to be married to such a wonderful man. I'm thinking about all the hours he has put in these past weeks and how tired he is. I'm thinking about how quickly he has picked up so much new information and excited for him and us for this new opportunity.

I'm thinking about the house we are renting and all the things I want to do to it! I'm thinking about the oops paint I discovered and how to make the best use of it. I'm thinking about all the stuff we plan to move here... and that makes me tired ~

sweet dreams ~